I had an appointment with Dr. G this morning. I thought today would be a usual appointment, blood pressure check, hear the heartbeat, weight check, and measure my belly. I was partially right...because they did do all those things. But then the appointment took a turn.
We were told we need to prepare for Masons arrival, soon.
With the fluid backup & the Edema, Mason is heading down hill. We knew that there was a major possibility that this was going to happen. And now it is happening.
We are going to do weekly sonograms to check on Mason. So we will know if he does make a turn for the worse. If Mason condition worsens we will deliver. We were told we will most likely deliver before 30wks now(if Mason makes it that far). That is only 5 wks away. There isn't much that they can do for him if he is delivered but at least we will get to spend some time with him.
We are still praying that Mason pulls through and beats the odds.
I wanted to share something with you :
The night we found out about Mason's conditions I had a dream. In my dream, I was holding a tiny baby boy. He was wrapped in a soft green blanket. I couldnt see his face but I could see his fuzzy hair peeking over the blanket. I was at the Gates of heaven, where an angel met me there. She took the baby from my arms and quietly whispered something to him. Then she gently smiled at me and turn and walked slowly back into heaven.
I had this dream again last night, same dream as before. I feel as though God is telling me he will take care of Mason till Mommy can hold him again.