I believe God knew...

A few thoughts have been running through my head lately...

I believe God knew we would be ok.

I believe that Colby is here with us to shine a light on all the sadness. He makes us smile every day..even when all I want to do is cry. He is truly a blessing to us. He has helped me see that not everyday will have rain clouds....that there is still rainbow in store for our family.

I believe that our sweet Mason will be beautiful.

I believe that Mason is loved so very much already..by so many many people.

I believe that only God knows if our little boy will make it to birth.

and I believe that God made Mason perfect in his eyes.

We have received so much support and love for our Mason. It brings happy tears to my eyes...that this tiny little boy is so unconditionally loved by so many people. That our son has so many people praying for him. I have to pause and smile from time to time... just at the thought that even though our little boy isn't even here yet...That I am so truly truly proud to be his mother.

Mason my sweet baby boy..Mommy loves you more than you will ever know. You have touched our lives in a way I never knew was possible. I am proud to call you my son and I will to see you soon... whether it be here on Earth or up in heaven.
Love Mommy